Cut

It is freaking bad luck for me it seems this May. That or it is just me being careless .

So here it is… I cut my elbow.
Yesterday,
When I was going to the toilet,
As I was getting out,
I knocked to my tiled toilet wall,
Was aching like mad…
As I went back to my room,
Elbow still aching,
Checked it for any bruises…
See blood trickling down my cut.
Not a deep cut,
But the blood won’t stop .
Not gushing out, but just won’t stop.

Arm aching now.
It is all numb from elbow up.
Stupid sharp tiled toilet wall .

ATB ~ In Love with the DJ

Ouch ouch ouch

Right, so much for being healthy…

At home now,
Skipped my afternoon class,
Due to what you ask?

Well, This morning as I was on my way to the bus stop to journey to UM. As I was at the traffic light, I saw the bus I am supposed to board and I was still a distant from the bus stop. So I started to fasten my pace and begin to run. Unfortunately, the buss was faster and I missed the bus. As I slow down, and begin slowly walking to the bus stop in hope for another bus to arrive… my lower back started to ache. Damn! I thought… I think I sprained my back.
Went to uni with an aching back, problem sitting, walking, standing… Finally could not take it, I came home and have my brother send me to the clinic.

Doctor felt, touch… and concluded that I pulled a muscle. Gave me a muscle relaxant jab, shove me some pills and ask me to rest. Let’s hope it is a muscle thing. I want nothing of it to do with my spinal bone. That would be one big hassle.

So that’s why I am home now. Gonna go rest if possible. Freaking back ache.



ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves

Sick Again

I am sick as of now. Sadly, I have been sick every month. What is the cause? I don’t know… Doctor said it is the season for this kind of sickness. Wow that sure sound like Christmas .


I asked the doctor is there a diet kind of thing to make my immunity system stronger? He told me to get multi vitamins. In which I did right after I visit him, I stop by Guardian Pharmacy to get them. Let’s hope it really works . I don’t like to keep falling sick like this. I would rather spend my day off at home healthy instead of being sick. So I found Blackmores’ Multi Vitamins... anyone else have any recommendation on multi vitamins?

The weather hasn’t been too good at all… also the season of falling sick is now… I hope everyone is ok and healthy. Drink more water and bundle up when it is cold at night.

ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves

Comments

Sorry all for the confusion on the comments. I did not know it was on the "must be approve by me" before it will show. My mistake, my carelessness… It is fixed up now. Sorry for all the conveniences cause. I hope I did not miss out any important ones... Sorry again.



ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves

Autumn Leaves

I woke under cover of darkness
Looked up into the television sky
Tonight

I wandered through the city alone this
Rain wouldn't stop I couldn't dry my eyes
I cried

Who is the one to blame
Why is it that you never say
... when the feeling leaves
... if you're through with me

As I'm walking through the rain
Cold tears falling down my face
... like the autumn leaves
... on a windy day

I went out to the edge of town
Over bright highways where the trafic was the only sound
Around

While my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
Up and down.

This is the song I have been listening to for 2 weeks now non-stop. I have it on repeat on my winamp. Even in my office I listen to this song non-stop. Rhythm is beautiful. I love it.

I don't know what it is about this song that catches my addiction towards it. Listening to this song makes me feel relaxed yet it makes me want to cry. Beautiful song.

ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves

Finally

Finally managed to finish my assignment and gone through my exams last week . Wow! I feel so free. I feel like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders .

Well, thought I could get myself a free time and go sit in Starbucks with my best friend. Unfortunately, she let me know she can’t at the last minute. Sighs…

Oh well, what should I do now ? I feel like walking to Starbucks with a book. If only the criminal rate here isn’t that bad and if only Starbucks was nearer .

I wouldn’t get much free time again. I never thought I would feel so free today… I am so excited, I can’t even get mad at my friend for cancelling last minute . Well, since nothing much I can do, I think I will go watch a DVD or maybe all those that I haven’t watch .

ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves

Breaking Down

I have been so busy… I know I shouldn’t be here blogging anyway, but I have to. I couldn’t handle what I am going through anymore… I need a break… I need to leave my suffocation behind, so I am here… taking some time off. Hope it works…

I am so stressful… work, studies, etc…
I stood under the shower for an hour plus, with the water running down my head to my body, I stood there… water… running down me, along with the tears from my eyes.
I squatted down… water still flowing down, tears still coming out… I don’t know how long I have been in that situation…
I have finally broken down… the first time in my life; I broke down because of stress…

I just realized I cut my hand when I saw some redness on my hand… I wonder when I cut my hand… It’s not deep… just slight cut… should be fine by tonight…

I should go now… still need to study for my exam… going to take more time off… then study… let’s hope I can concentrate after.

ATB ~ The Autumn Leaves (repeating)