Desire

I am so freaking tired today… Lack of sleep… I have been busy at work until I did not have time for myself. Just when I get a little time to myself in the office, my colleague comes along and asks me on how to use her mobile phone..
I should charge for consultancy fees .

I have a desire to get a new mobile phone myself too… but sighs money is always the problem. If I could afford it, I would purchase the Sony Ericsson’s K800i or W710i.

Oh well, I have to face the fact that I cannot afford to change a new mobile phone this year. Just have to stick to using my very old faithful Nokia 8310.


I am going to go shower and clean up. Friends going to come pick me up for a drink in Starbucks tonight; I really did not want to go because I am really tired and I have to do my assignment. But after one another calling me… I gave in. Let’s see what they want me desperately out for tonight.

ATB ~ After the Flame

Random

I woke up... Groggy ... Feels like typing here... Put some random sentences here... Stared at my computer for 10minutes, looks at the time...

Ok I ought to prepare to get to work now . Time for me to go shower and make haste...

-= Ends of morning random typing =-

ATB ~ See You Again

Distracted

Supposedly I am to do my assignment. Well, I got lazy again . Head spinning, mind restless… not knowing what to do. I stared at my assignment for 10mins… blank… take a little walk downstairs for water, came up back, looked at my assignment again… blank… BLANK!
I am doomed… DOOMED I say!

My itchy fingers keep playing and scratching my scar that I have on my shoulder. It got redder than before now. I swear… if I go on staring at my assignment… the scar would start bleeding . The picture looks dull of redness… Must be all the editing causing it to look un-red .

Well, I ought to get back to my assignment…

Great and I am starting to feel really sleepy… I should never mess with my own head… DISTRACTED!

It is time for me to sign off now, and make haste to work on my assignment.

Mike Shiver & Elevation ~ Hurricane

First Entry of 2007

So I have been blogging for some time now. Sorry for the non update to those who frequent my blog. Days have been busy… In fact, I am still busy now. Have to rush my assignments, summarize my notes… Gosh and exam isn’t far away too. I swear I will panic my head off one day .

I remember the first day when I was class… I know no one; I was shy, quiet and practically a blur case. Today, I am one of the noisiest one , the one that can answers things, getting to know them all and having them enjoy my company but of course, I wouldn’t say I am good at what I am learning yet, least I am slightly coping in class. I am capable of least understanding 70% of what is said by the lecturer, capable of giving the meanings of the paragraph that is asked to decipher… only thing now is for me to be able to remember what was learnt in class for the days that I have gone through hahaha~ . I have doubts I can, but I will try my very best and not to give up.

I have gotten used to riding by bus to my classes now. I remember the first few classes on Sundays. I was groggy in the morning for waking up at 6:30am, I was tired from the whole journey of buses and commuters, I was blurring in class, I was more blur in class by afternoon, I was extremely tired by end of class, I was cursing by end of the day because I was about to collapse, even the journey home took 2hours plus because of rain and no bus.
But now, I would say though I am still cursing… but not because of all the above mentioned, because I am hungry when I am on my way home hehe~ . Even walking home from Summit at the late hours isn’t a problem to me now. I realized how much I enjoy the dark night more the daylight. Strolling home, listening to music, cool night wind blowing… Such peace and silent… (of course do not acknowledge the car sounds , or even passing vehicles honking trying to get my attention ) well, except when my tummy starts making funny noises only do I fasten my pace home.

I am not sure how everything is, or how everyone looks at me now… though not like it matters cause I would be happier if I only thought about myself. Anyhow, I feel like something in me is changing. I am not sure what yet… probably still a minor change only. But I hope it is for the good.
Well, I have blab enough for now… ooooh, I want to show off a bit .

There's no dirty things in my ear right ?

Look, my earrings… That’s what I put on, on the 30th December 2006 for my colleague’s wedding dinner. I took more pictures;

Looks like a studio picture yeah?

Can anyone see the makeup?

Yea I was cam whoring . Don't mind the bad photoshopping though... I can't make frames .

It is time for me to prepare for my outing with my mates to have a drink. I need a break from my assignments. Bye~

ATB ~ Trilogy Part 2