We talked

Amazingly, the colleague that I used to have a crush on, which he and I never really talk but we talked a lot today. Though it wasn’t much or long… but somehow it is more than any other days and he told me things that is meant to be kept a secret because it isn’t the right time yet. For him to trust me in such things when he and I barely know each other is really surprising. Least he and I finally seem nicer to each other haha~

Someone tell me… a guy friend of my might be going to somewhere far, eventually he and I might not see other again or anytime soon if he does agree to go. He told he might leave… I told him “It’s good to go far away… there are a lot of things to learn.”
“I am going really far away”, he replied.
“Yea, it is a good thing”
“I am going really far away”
*Looks at him oddly* “What? What you want me to say?”
*Him smiling*
“Say ‘Don’t go far away, don’t leave me alone’?” *with fake tearing sound effects*
*him making fake tearing sound effects with me* (hahaha )
What would he mean by those… it hit me when I left his car that was he trying to tell me that he will be leaving but wants me to tell him to stay? Or was he really playing with me? Though I think he is playing with me… Like come on, if he is really interested in me… he would have done something and not that to give me hints so I can make my move. Which eventually, I don’t think I will ever… I think a rejection from him in the past is good enough to prove me wrong to make my move again with him.
Someone tell me… what should I think or do? He gives me mix signals. *sighs*

Time for me to go bed now, darn tired after my badminton game today. Night all~

All American Rejects ~ Dance Inside

Make Me Old Dinner

I went to a friend’s wedding dinner yesterday. In fact it isn’t the first… I had had a few this months… Like wow!~ So many people are getting married suddenly… (makes me feel old ).

In fact the wedding I went to yesterday, is one of my ex boyfriend. I am happy for him as he has finally found someone he is willing to tie the knot with. Wife is beautiful… especially love to see them both together… through out the dinner, both of them never left each other’s side and even when they sat on the table eating, they were laughing all the time… Such a happy loving couple… But it is just the beginning? Though I know this ex of my, is really a sweet guy. He would definitely love his wife a lot… Let’s hope I am not wrong cause people do change? Though I doubt it cause he still seem the same person to me.
It was a night I enjoyed… Too bad I did not get to catch up with the Groom instead with his buddy that I think wants to come after me . I bet he doesn’t know there was a reason why I did not show interest in him last time when he tried during the young days of my… because he is like so desperate and for crying out loud… he is so full of himself! He kept praising himself… and kept saying things to try to make me praise him! I wasn’t dumb… and I wouldn’t praise him at all. I just twist and turn my words so avoid being nice . Enough of him… gives me the creeps talking about such people.

Oh well, so many people are tying the knot now…
“When it is your turn?” people asked me a lot.
“*Laughs* Well, who wants me?”
“You’re so pretty, it is impossible that no body wants you.”
“If I am really that wanted, wouldn’t I be the one marrying and you at my wedding dinner?” (Ok I did not say that to all people only some *lol*)
*Silence*
“*Laughs softly* kidding, *smiling like a kid* No body want me, but don’t worry when someone wants me, I will make sure you know about it.”
*More light laughs on both parties* Topic ended… That’s one way to cut the topic short. That is if unless that guy isn’t trying to get himself into my so called long queuing line, else he will keep bringing it up… and I swear I will hit someone who brings it up more than 4 times (please do not follow my ways unless you are sure you do not need him after ).

Seeing so many people get married makes me feel old. It is like… these bunch friends are my teenage friends… and to hear or see one by one getting married. It is because we’re getting older like I see it… or because they’re getting itchy too soon ? Ok that was a joke, but seriously… I feel old… I should avoid such dinners in the future so I don’t feel so old . *Starts going to Twinkles 2 and join the kids in slides *

Well, since I did not get enough sleep yesterday due to the whole pub session after the wedding dinner… and me reaching home having the sleeping problem; I shall go to bed now. Adios~

Sting ~ A Thousand Years

Love and Life

I read an article in the papers today, from the TheStar newspaper in the Interactive@thestar column. I got to admit it meant a lot. It was so sweet, touching…

“True love is being able to overlook the changes that occur in your spouse through the years. Your wife’s hourglass figure may be replaced with a pear-shaped one, and your husband’s athletic built may give way to a large potbelly. Wrinkles will line faces and hairlines will recede drastically.
But in the end of it all, when good health and vigour are replaced with ailments and sickness, if both of you are still together this spells true love.” - a part taken from it

Really meaningful, but you click and read it… A Lesson on Love and Life by drjohn

Amazing reader blog, I have never read something as meaningful as this before from someone’s mind. I wonder how old is the blogger ? For someone to be able to write such and produce such warm feelings in his writing, I bet a much matured mind person.

Now what do you think of it? I personally think, it was all true because after all looks isn’t everything… it changes in time… or even when your love one has t go through an accident and all those great looks could be gone… what then? Leave him/her and find another… so much for true love then haha~
So it is “Love the person for who he/she is and not for what he/she looks like.” Now that phrase has always been true… (somehow I feel that the phrase seems wrong hehe~ Correct me if you know a better one )

After reading it, my heart is all warm… now doesn’t that give a lot of people a mind on love?

BT & PVD feat. Jan Johnston ~ Sunblind