My whole body is aching~
- 23rd Jul 2014

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Weird Dream, Sleepy

I had a weird dream… thinking about it is freaking me out . I had this dream about my colleague and two girl friends.

It is all started we just came out from clubbing and decided to take a drive to a peaceful place for fresh air and probably a puff while waiting for the stench of alcohol to ease down before we continue our journey. While we were there a bunch of guys arrive at the spot too and they began to argue, shouting at each other… looking like they are about to begin a fight. My colleague, the person driving indicated for us 3 girls to get into the car. When we are seated, he reached to lock my door while I did the same too and our hands brush against each other. That moment was weird but nothing happened. In the car my girl friend asked where are headed to and my colleague whom I sat beside me said “It is up to her where she wants to go” while putting his hand to massage the back of my neck indicating it is up to me. I said I don’t know and added “Wow, your massaging is good. Don’t stop.” He just go on massaging and then I woke up.

The scary part here is why am I dreaming of my colleague? He and I in the office are never THAT “close” to each other. Now it got me freak out… I woke up all shaken up . I hope I don’t have a dream of him in it anymore. It isn’t much of a good sign… it seems like I am missing him that much to the extend I am dreaming of him. NO WAY OH SAY! Not him, oh uh.

Well, the weather was so hot yesterday I did not even have much of sleep. I only probably had 1 hour sleep and I am frigging sleepy now. So I am going to head to bed early today. But now I am going to grab mah shower. So toodle-loo!

DJ Encore ~ See Right Through To You

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Love Triangle

OMG! What did I say?! My friend actually told me this “Adeline, I think I am beginning to fall for you.” like . Now what am I? A 3rd party or something? This cannot be happening . He cannot do this to my friend. Should I even tell my girlfriend about it? I know I don’t love the guy. He isn’t my type of guy that I would call boyfriend material . Especially now this, it confirms that he obviously isn't a guy I would want to be with. But he is a persistent guy. He would pursue me to the extent if he can’t get me. I can imagine being with him and having him coming up to me one day and say “Adeline, I don’t love you anymore because I fell in love with your friend.” Now that would suck big time. He hasn’t spoken to my friend yet, she is still practically clueless about this.

They are both close friends to me. Helping one side would ruin another. Though I can obviously see that the guy is already at wrong here. Aaahhhh *runs around mad* I need to calm down. Anyone care to tell me what to do? I think I know but I just want more opinions. Thanks.

DJ Encore feat. Engelina ~ Open your Eyes

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Weekend, Mother's Day, Love Triangle

Wheee! Weekend is coming and this Saturday I don’t have to work! Let’s party and get all drunk !

Well, currently in the mood to go clubbing but I must save money for Mother’s day. I still don’t know what to get for my mom. Anyone got any suggestions? I thought of getting her a new necklace and after all, the one she is wearing now keeps coming loose at the notch. But that might be quite costly for me . So maybe some suggestions?

How could someone say he loves you but yet he enjoys being around someone else more? I have a friend, he tells a girl he loves her but yet he enjoys being with me more. The girl and I are friends too. It is totally like all wrong. Well, they are both together of course. Though the guy says he loves her lot and only her… why do I doubt it? Baaah I am being sensitive probably. Anyhoo, it isn’t my problem. I shouldn’t be worrying about it but… it does involve me a little doesn’t it? It is like I am a third party in their relationship. It fears me that one day the guy would actually tell the girl that he doesn’t love her anymore because he loves me now. Now that would be scary.

Aaaahhh! Ok going to get my shower. The heat is giving me a headache. Well, see ya peeps around!

Backstreet Boys ~ Incomplete